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Sooooooo!!! I wasn’t suppose to weigh in until Monday but I thought what the heck could it hurt right its only two days away………. Well HOT DOG HOT DOG HOT DIGGIDY DOG…… I’ve lost 2 pounds… it might not be much but its a start and I’ve got two more days to work on it… I don’t want to start weighing myself all the time but I busted my butt today working out and had to see some kinda progress before I quit…… whooooooohoooooooooooo 2 POUNDS…………………:)

Although my title seems to be a little depressing in itself, in reality I am feeling better but still find myself being depressed when I pass that mirror. The person I see isn’t who I want to see, it isn’t that beautiful girl I’ve always known I was and I know that she is under all this fat somewhere she just has to be released.

Its totally awesome being here and my motivation is only getting stronger and stronger. Today was a good day, I have been wanting to do spring cleaning I’ve started a million times but never finished it well today was a whole different story. I completely finished everything. I pulled everything out of my closet and started one by one. And for once in the past three years in our new house my room is clutter free and NO CLOTHES are lying about on the floor I am so proud of myself. I turned on the music loud the kiddos danced and we sang and danced together. I know its only been three days since I’ve started my diet program but today felt so different because it was like I had so much energy built up inside and I didn’t know what to do with it. I’m proud of myself really proud of myself. I’m already enjoying my little ones on a level that I can physically play with them instead of sitting and playing. Please don’t get me wrong, I play with my babies constantly but today and yesterday was a whole different story.

I see myself becoming the mother that I’ve always wanted to be. I’ve always taken them outside to play but I found myself sitting in the chair watching them instead of playing with them. Its different now, I get up out of that chair and play…. I dance and sing at the top of my lungs with my little girl when the song WHAT A GIRL WANTS comes on the radio… its totally awesome…. I know I can do this and its little simple things that I let go unnoticed for the past 4 years that I have been enjoying most.

I’m going to look into the Akins Diet plan as well… its kinda what I did when I lost all my weight before becoming pregnant with babies. But I believe I can follow it completely this time around and its gonna be AWESOME…..

Hello All,

As you notice my my title to this blog its called the butt jiggling jog, so yes me and my little ones went for a walk today and I have to say we all had a great time. Rayven my 4 year old picked flowers along the way. Michael my 3 year old road his three wheeler (I did have him leashed though…LOL) and off we go around the block. My goal was our block, our one block we made it around and to the end of it and I felt great. We had, had such a good time walking and riding and yes jogging to keep up with my little ones hince the name of the butt jiggling jog blog name…… if that is not inspiration I don’t know what is LOL…

My son decided that he wanted to walk instead of ride his three wheeler, (thank goodness my friends teenager came with us cause she got inlisted to carry the three wheeler, as my leashed three year old decided that mommy needed to pick up the pace a bit so off we went about a half a block at a full force jog.. and to my surprise I did not have a heart attack. We reached the end of our block and I ask my little ones if they were ready to go home and of course they said no so I dug deep and we did another block and came home for lunch and some very cold water to drink.

I have intitled this blog the butt jiggling jog because as I jogged behind my son I could litterally feel my butt jumping not jiggling that just sounds better jumping is a much better word for it. And as we rounded the corner and I thought I was about to die I see my three year old look up at me and say you ok mommy. And then I was just like ahhhhh! THIS FAT IS GONE!!!!

So to say the least we’ve had a pretty good day today and had fun doing it. My most awesome hubby gave me an idea for my exercise in the sense of not being able to find the time kinda thing. He told me that everytime I go to the bathroom for anything at all to do 10 reps on our steps going to our garden tub. And would you believe that I have already accomplished 4 reps of 10 today. Ok so that doesn’t sound like a lot but for me 2 blocks and a half a block jogged and to add the steps 40 times up and down not to mention the crunches I squeezed in this morning when me and the little ones got up for breakfast. AWESOME I SAY JUST AWESOME!!!

I am sooo looking forward to our walk this afternoon with the hubby gets home from work. I like this kinda me….  

I know my title sounds depressing in itself, I would just like to take this time to introduce myself and say hello to everyone. My name is Kristy and I reside in the great Fort Hood Texas, I have 2 awesome step children both boys, and 2 totally awesome children of my own one boy and one girl… Their ages rage from 16 to 3 years old.

I find myself putting myself off for them, thats not a bad thing to me but it can become that way. I remember telling my husband today that I didn’t have time in the day to make for excersise and that is one of my key problems that I have I don’t do it. I’m constantly doing something else or playing with the kiddos or let’s just face it avoiding it at all cost. I know that I must stop this and move on with what I want my body to look like.

Of course I wish I could snap my fingers or twitch my nose and let it be so but who doesn’t right. I look at myself in the mirror everyday and wonder where the person I used to love went, where the pretty girl I knew was beautiful had gone and where she was hiding. Please don’t get me wrong I’m happier than I’ve ever been with my marriage and couldn’t ask for a better husband nor children, but when I look at myself I don’t see that. I honestly see a fat discusting being that doesn’t deserve the things I have in my life. Thats why I’m here, I’m in hopes that through bloging here and getting to know some people that feel the same way as I do, we can work together and conquer this fat we have lingering around for no reason, (ok its there for a reason cause we keep putting that food in our mouths). I can come up with as many excuses as I want but the fact is I need and have to get it off, because I want nothing more than to be able to play with my babies without getting out of breathe and to be able to stand in front of the mirror knowing that I am beautiful again.

Thank you all for stopping and taking the time to listen to this crazy woman rant for a bit. This is the person I am now, but I am determined to be different in the near future. Look forward to chatting with ya’ll….

Kristy